In the End

~ eesah
April 8, 2006

Our memories are silently being thrown
Still I'm regretting that I had never shown
The feelings that I've always had for you
The emotions that were all along true

You've taught me much throughout the year
You've showed me how to face my fear
Every day felt like I was in paradise
Slowly drowning from the look of your eyes

You were extraordinary in my sight
The reason why I cannot slumber each night
You were so perfect and unique to me
You were the only one my eyes could see

Yet, you never knew my feelings for you
All I could do is to be a friend so true
Afraid to break the bond between us two
I turned out to be the only one who knew

A year passed and nothing really changed
We are still who we were before
I loved you and you also did, but as a friend
Nothing less and nothing more

That year then, I learned you had feelings too
Yet too late it was, there's nothing else we could do
I was wishing you were still mine
Wishing I could still turn back time

And now, everything's merely the same
I still am hiding in a pool of shame
I'm still the one who's there to mend
The hurt you've gone through with your girlfriend

And here I still am, loving you even more
But no matter what I do now, it wouldn't count anymore
Because whatever happens, still, in the end
I will go on being just one damn best friend